That has been something that has been going through my mind for the past 3 days.
Well... A lot of things have been happening around me. I don't really know what to expect anymore these days.
Firstly, I was accepted into an ANBU CP team. The next thing I know, I'm out of it. Sigh.
Was it meant to be that? I'll never know.
Sometimes, it just boils down to how you present yourself to people. Present yourself too much, and people think you're aloof. Present too many questions, people think that you're annoying and need spoonfeeding... Well, guess I still lack social skills..
Anyways, I have a hectic schedule up ahead.
19/07::
8am-12nn: Normal School.
1-2pm: Maths Test
3.15pm-??: CLS Day, [some sort of orientation-like thing]
20/07::
8am-3pm: Normal School.
21/07::
10am-12nn: Normal School.
4.15pm-5.15pm: Chemistry Test
7pm-10pm: Party!!
22/07::
7am-6pm: Community Involvment Programme [CIP... T_T]
23/07::
1pm-??: Photoshoot!! Fun!!
What am I to say for the next few days?
Will I go berserk or crazy, or mad?
Why would I be mad? Hrm...
Well, for one, I would be like thinking to myself: Why can't I just be more presentable?? Why must I just like go around offending those around me??
So they do feel annoyed, because they don't want someone who might 'hamper their progress with their inability to be independent.'
BAH... As If I'm NOT independent lor... I can THINK FOR MYSELF!! I DON'T NEED YOU ALL TO THINK FOR ME, OK??
If you don't want someone who is inquisitve, FINE!!
Just because I clarify things out does not mean I always need you all to help me. I just wanted all of us to DISCUSS as a group... Not just for me to ask questions. I was hoping to learn...
Aren't we all still learning from our mistakes?? That's what I'm doing!!
You were very harsh in your attitude lor.. Why can't you have been more understanding of how others felt? Instead of being so high up and like what, "flexing [your] authority as leader"??
You should learn from this as a fact that you think too much about just YOURSELF...
The team's opinion? No. I don't think that's the team's opinion at all. I was just being inquisitive. THAT'S ALL. Either accept it, or I have nothing to say.
Sigh. Some things, never change.
"The only thing that never ceases to change, is Change itself."
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perhaps you should consider your own limitations before choosing the characters you want to cosplay. please don't choose them because they're cool. i've seen your choices - squall and kilik, and honestly, i don't think you suit either of them. perhaps you want to start off with someone that wears a mask.
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